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GrannySam wrote:Hi karen and all,
Things have gotten interesting in the feet department.
As background, I've always had a great fear and loathing of having my feet touched or handled in any way. They are just so sensitive to the slightest touch. So naturally having pain in one or both is pretty traumatic for me. In addition to the plantar fasciitis in the left foot, I've developed Mortons Neuroma (very painful, burning, and inflammation between the third and forth toes) on my right, so I've not had a leg to stand on lately.
When I went for my monthly massage on the 5th, I told Debra she probably needed to work on my feet. After getting over her initial shock that I'd ask her to actually TOUCH my feet, she got down to work. I laid there on the table as tense as I have ever been, as she very gently held each foot in hand and just did Reiki. I couldn't bear massage. As she touched me she suddenly "got" some stuff from a past life of mine. Evidently I'd had both feet terribly injured at one time, and they'd gotten infected and gangreneous and I'd lost all or part of them. She felt such sadness and pain there! She could clearly see my feet, swollen and misshapen, wrapped in bloody rags as I sat beside a flowing river and soaked them, trying to ease the pain and inflammation.
So...after an hours Reiki both were feeling a bit better, and I came home, to reflect on what she'd said. I had a great deal of trouble sleeping that night, as my thoughts kept going back and trying to grasp the past. I've been doing the bromelain and water soaks, using Arnica salve, and trying to take it easy on my feet. Up until today they were getting better. I haven't found any Burdock. If she's here she's not showing herself to me and I get a sense that she's not what I need. The Plantain that is trying to take over the front yard has been calling to me tho. [:)]
Anyway....My friend Linda came for a visit this afternoon. I'd been up on my feet all day and so they were complaining loudly and demanding atention. After a nice dinner we sat on the porch among candles and dogs, listening to the night sounds and I started doing Reiki on my right foot. Linda immediately sensed my need and sat close, crading my foot between her hands without touching me (she knows about my feet thing)and giving me Reiki. (Linda and I were attuned to Master level by the same teacher on the same day, and have been very closely linked since then.) Then SHE got the SAME past life stuff! It was incredible to hear her describe the same bloody rags and deep infection, telling me my foot was red and black and gangreneous. Whew.
We sat for a long time, both sending Reiki and talking softly about how terrible it must have been for me to endure that kind of pain and crippling result (she saw the loss of parts of both feet too [:(]
Afterwards we both walked a bit to see the moon, and we both stopped beside the Plantain that grows, and both decided that this is part of what I need. So, I gathered some leaves and wilted them in hot water and did the poultice, slipping on a white sock to hold it in place. It's feeling better as I write this, comforted by the herb.
Just as I did when Debra worked on me, I am sleepless tonight. My thoughts keep going to that terrible experience and wondering how I dealt with it.
So, I'm thinking here that going back and really working thru this past life thing is what I need to heal my feet now. Evidently I've suppressed this experience for long enough and am now ready to deal with it. I'm thinking this will get interesting, but that external applications aren't going to help until I deal with it on an INTERNAL level.
Any thoughts? Similar experiences?
GrannySam
Granny Sam's Wild Crafts
Little Switzerland, NC
http://www.grannysams.com
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